Dear Aaliyah- 4 Page Letter
Dear Aaliyah I'm writing you a 4 page letter and sealing it with a kiss......
I feel so fortunate to have lived in the time that gave us Aaliyah and also sad that I saw it end. We have a whole lot of substitute teachers since then, but it sure is shady under money trees, I'mma let that rest there.
As a teen I struggled with anxiety about breasts and curves that never seemed to sprout and Baby Girl's slim figure and dominant overall swag gave me hope! I would wear layers of pants over leggings because I was so terrified of being hollered at as a Nassatall, and tried to will my chicken legs to thicken up so I could wear mini skirts without shame. I was not able to fully accept and love my body until 24 years old when a chance encounter led to a torrid sex affair with a lover that claimed my legs to be gorgeous and I ran with it! I started wearing the shortest skirts possible and attempted to walk in stilettos. It was a sexual awakening that brought out The New Ho (tm) in me. Newsflash y'all sometimes we DO dress like we are asking for it, "It" just doesn't mean RAPE me now.
The Kim K "kurve" aesthetic is here now and it dominates but in the 90s women focused more on breast implants than ass shots. However, as a born and bred Dominican I KNEW I needed a fat ass to be a baddie. General popular opinion on asses has defintely come a long way since Becky and her friend were mortified by a big, fat butt. To bring the point alll the way around, Aaliyah was the poster child for lil booties matter too before it had a name, and that gave me much life as someone who did not break a 100 lbs until my mid 20s.
Please enjoy my odes/tributes to the lovely Baby Girl Aaliyah...
Written August 25, 2016 5:06 pm
On JYP
Fly PYT
what the fuck is this trap shit b
On the radio
Boss in my reflector aviators
Chardonnay poppin in my brown bag
Bendy straws
Can't fuck up my Aaliyah lips
Lip gloss floss
Back and Forth
Negotiate like a boss
Fuck I look like
Hashtag the motto
I'm done with you
Fly like my six year old
Princess Nadja Sparkle
J.S
Written December 8, 2016 8:42 pm
Calling out the diaspora
Pretty girl cypher
Roll up twist blunts go first no way I'm comin after ya..
Play my position
Women winnin divine power feminine
Wish I stayed in ya brain catchy like
Mennen
Stay twisted mad fresh like dookie chains
Big Daddy Kane
I'm the missus
Fuckin all day DJ write verse all night
Long Henny dick pipe
Titties out shake em
Coat check for ya bra
Big titties need a bigger rack ya'll
Me myself and ibot
Like sex toys
Orgasms release knots
Bend over for some folding money
Pussy spread like the rainbow ass so fine it blind me like it sunny
Show me the money honey
That just my back now watch my front
Birds scared freeze up like lockjaw
Fix it crush it with my southpaw
Bruce Lee
Stomp you scar you eyes blind crows feet
Hang you up like vampires
Queen of the Damned Aaliyah rest in peace
JS on fire like funeral pyres.
J.S
Written December 22, 2016 2:09 pm
Yo you stale
like kale
Bendy ass shit at the bottom of a rusted pail
JS wavy
You should savor me like I'm gravy
Like I'm so fucking wavy!!!
Like you ain't breathe since before you met me
Like you just opening your eyes
Baby alive
So what I'm saying is that you should make me feel that fuckin important
But no wait no
I'll tell you what's important
That you feeling slick all the time like armor all
Cause you let all the armor fall and now you stand just you
Raw real tall and mad beautiful
One hundred percent all truth
It feel good like saying ooouuuu
And once you stand there legit- YOU
The king will walk through the ring of fire for you
Deliver you a four page letter
Bend down one knee for you
Liyah
J.S
I feel so fortunate to have lived in the time that gave us Aaliyah and also sad that I saw it end. We have a whole lot of substitute teachers since then, but it sure is shady under money trees, I'mma let that rest there.
As a teen I struggled with anxiety about breasts and curves that never seemed to sprout and Baby Girl's slim figure and dominant overall swag gave me hope! I would wear layers of pants over leggings because I was so terrified of being hollered at as a Nassatall, and tried to will my chicken legs to thicken up so I could wear mini skirts without shame. I was not able to fully accept and love my body until 24 years old when a chance encounter led to a torrid sex affair with a lover that claimed my legs to be gorgeous and I ran with it! I started wearing the shortest skirts possible and attempted to walk in stilettos. It was a sexual awakening that brought out The New Ho (tm) in me. Newsflash y'all sometimes we DO dress like we are asking for it, "It" just doesn't mean RAPE me now.
The Kim K "kurve" aesthetic is here now and it dominates but in the 90s women focused more on breast implants than ass shots. However, as a born and bred Dominican I KNEW I needed a fat ass to be a baddie. General popular opinion on asses has defintely come a long way since Becky and her friend were mortified by a big, fat butt. To bring the point alll the way around, Aaliyah was the poster child for lil booties matter too before it had a name, and that gave me much life as someone who did not break a 100 lbs until my mid 20s.
Please enjoy my odes/tributes to the lovely Baby Girl Aaliyah...
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| Aaliyah vibes in 2017 |
Written August 25, 2016 5:06 pm
On JYP
Fly PYT
what the fuck is this trap shit b
On the radio
Boss in my reflector aviators
Chardonnay poppin in my brown bag
Bendy straws
Can't fuck up my Aaliyah lips
Lip gloss floss
Back and Forth
Negotiate like a boss
Fuck I look like
Hashtag the motto
I'm done with you
Fly like my six year old
Princess Nadja Sparkle
J.S
Written December 8, 2016 8:42 pm
Calling out the diaspora
Pretty girl cypher
Roll up twist blunts go first no way I'm comin after ya..
Play my position
Women winnin divine power feminine
Wish I stayed in ya brain catchy like
Mennen
Stay twisted mad fresh like dookie chains
Big Daddy Kane
I'm the missus
Fuckin all day DJ write verse all night
Long Henny dick pipe
Titties out shake em
Coat check for ya bra
Big titties need a bigger rack ya'll
Me myself and ibot
Like sex toys
Orgasms release knots
Bend over for some folding money
Pussy spread like the rainbow ass so fine it blind me like it sunny
Show me the money honey
That just my back now watch my front
Birds scared freeze up like lockjaw
Fix it crush it with my southpaw
Bruce Lee
Stomp you scar you eyes blind crows feet
Hang you up like vampires
Queen of the Damned Aaliyah rest in peace
JS on fire like funeral pyres.
J.S
Written December 22, 2016 2:09 pm
Yo you stale
like kale
Bendy ass shit at the bottom of a rusted pail
JS wavy
You should savor me like I'm gravy
Like I'm so fucking wavy!!!
Like you ain't breathe since before you met me
Like you just opening your eyes
Baby alive
So what I'm saying is that you should make me feel that fuckin important
But no wait no
I'll tell you what's important
That you feeling slick all the time like armor all
Cause you let all the armor fall and now you stand just you
Raw real tall and mad beautiful
One hundred percent all truth
It feel good like saying ooouuuu
And once you stand there legit- YOU
The king will walk through the ring of fire for you
Deliver you a four page letter
Bend down one knee for you
Liyah
J.S
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