To My Narcissist Love

Come give me your love little one 

Give me love like I'm mum 

Put your hand out 

Bend the knee

Show me what your place is

My son

My love my only one

I baby you

I cradle you

I tell you you're the only one

I hold you

Like a ice tray mold you

Mood ring color you woe full

Rolling pins whap whap

Crush you

I'm screaming I'm vocal 

You made me like this 

You made me do this 

I'm screaming

I reach out to choke you 

Shove you fall back 

It's black and white 

Dominoes

Words stuck in my throat   twisted

Like esophagal

Throw you up like reflux

And I'm blind I'm partial

The partitions got dragons

Like Hero Jet Li the martial 

I see a sea of arrows 

Coming at me

I breathe deep

Then I transmute 

J.S.

Brooklyn, NY 2020